

Lilies Not for Me
2025-04-30 · 99 min · ★ 6.6
Haunted by a forbidden affair, a young man in a 1920s “conversion” clinic finds hope in a compassionate nurse who challenges the era’s cruel norms.
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- Directors
- Will Seefried
- Production companies
- Paradise City, Wolflight, Gravitas Ventures, Memento Films International
- Countries
- France, United States of America
- Status
- Released
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Fionn O'SheaOwen James
Robert AramayoPhilip Fairfax
Erin KellymanDorothy Ellis
Jodi BalfourAlice Green
Louis HofmannCharles Green
Nicholas PaulingMr. Green
Albert PretoriusAttendant
Adrienne PearceMatron
Aidan ScottYoung Man
Francis ChoulerArthur
Marc PleassDoctor
Celeste LootsNurse
Gabe GabrielPatient 1
Alexander ManiatisPatient 2Title information and images are supplied by TMDb. Explore our discovery guide for advice on comparing metadata and legal viewing options.
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