Self-Portrait at 13
2025-06-18 · 18 min · Not rated
A mother and her son use the same video tapes to record themselves in parallel timelines, overlapping different impressions of the world. Images from the 1990s reveal to us a world still failing to solve the same old problems.
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- Oscar X. Illingworth
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