

Lost, Lost, Lost
1976-09-14 · 178 min · ★ 7.1
Drawn from footage shot between 1949 and 1963, Jonas Mekas’s autobiographical diary film chronicles his early years in exile, capturing the struggle to build a new life in New York and his gradual discovery of a vibrant artistic community.
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- United States of America
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Ed EmshwillerSelf
Ken JacobsSelf
Jonas MekasSelf
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