

On Queer Aging and Endings
2026-08-07 · 19 min · ★ 10.0
Filmed in their home in Norway, this intimate documentary follows conversations between trans physician and queer-rights advocate Esben Esther Pirelli Benestad and their partner Elsa Almås. As Esben Esther lives with cancer, they reflect on queer aging, love and mortality, and what it means to face an uncertain future together.
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- Christian Schulz-Quach
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- Canada, Norway
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