

The Child I Never Was
2002-11-15 · 81 min · ★ 6.6
A serial killer dispassionately discusses the nuts and bolts of his grisly avocation, as well as the youthful traumas which helped to mold him into a psychopath, in this disturbing independent drama from Germany, based on the true story of of Germany's most famous child murderer Juergen Bartsch who, between the ages of 15 and 19, abused, tortured and killed four schoolboys in the Ruhr region of Germany from 1962 to 1966.
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Production details
- Directors
- Kai S. Pieck
- Production companies
- MTM West Television & Film, WDR
- Countries
- Germany
- Status
- Released
- Revenue
- USD 2,609
Top Cast
Tobias SchenkeJürgen Bartsch, Older
Ulrike BliefertGertrud Bartsch
Walter GontermannGerhard Bartsch
Sebastian RügerYoung Deacon
Stephan SzaszYoung Priest
Roland RiebelingChaplain Herles
Sebastian UrzendowskyJürgen Bartsch, YoungerTitle information and images are supplied by TMDb. Explore our discovery guide for advice on comparing metadata and legal viewing options.
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