

I Shot My Love
2009-01-01 · 71 min · ★ 4.1
Seventy years after his grandfather escapes from Nazi Germany to Palestine, Israeli documentary director Tomer Heymann returns to the country of his ancestors to present his film "Paper Dolls" at the Berlin International Film Festival, and there meets a man who will change his life. This 48-hour love affair, originating in Berghain Panorama Bar, develops into a significant relationship between Tomer and Andreas Merk, a German dancer.
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- Tomer Heymann
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- Heymann Brothers Films
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- Israel, Germany
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- Released
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