

One Deep Breath
2014-11-28 · 63 min · ★ 4.8
Eros and Thanatos. One deep breath: this is what Maël might need to cope with his partner Adam's suicide, a tragic event that, apart from great sorrow, has caused him to have a physical breakdown. He is troubled by his doubts about his lover's last drastic act, by how he put an end to his life and to their difficult relationship. But his grief turns into anger when he discovers that Adam had a secret long-term relationship with a woman called Patricia: he digs deep into his own memories, recollecting past events and eventually meeting his rival. On her part, Patricia will have to face unexpected dangers. A claustrophobic melodrama, with an unstructured and evocative narrative style. Here, South African director Antony Hickling, 34, confirms his visionary talent and ability to adopt a fresh point of view on queer cinema. All the performers are strictly gay and transgender, including Manuel Blanc, who was once André Téchiné's muse.
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- Directors
- Antony Hickling
- Production companies
- Optimale, Vivàsvan Pictures
- Countries
- France
- Status
- Released
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Manuel BlancMaël
Thomas LaroppeAdam
Stéphanie MicheliniPatricia Kerouac
André SchneiderAdrian
Michèle SeebergerLa conciérge
Biño SauitzvyLa mortTitle information and images are supplied by TMDb. Explore our discovery guide for advice on comparing metadata and legal viewing options.
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