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I'm Not Everything I Want to Be
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I'm Not Everything I Want to Be

2024-10-03 · 91 min · ★ 7.9

Documentary

After the Soviet invasion of Czechoslovakia in 1968, Libuše Jarcovjáková, a young female photographer, strives to break free from the constraints of Czechoslovak normalization and embarks on a wild journey towards freedom, capturing her experiences on thousands of subjective photographs.

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Directors
Klára Tasovská
Production companies
Mischief Films, Nutprodukcia, Somatic Films, Česká televize, ARTE GEIE
Countries
Austria, Czech Republic, France, Germany, Slovakia
Status
Released

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Libuše JarcovjákováLibuše JarcovjákováSelf - Photographer / Narrator (voice)
Rei KawakuboSelf
Ester KrumbachováEster KrumbachováSelf

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